We judge ourselves by our intentions.

9:10am: 000. Application for Peter Pettigrew
Peter Pettigrew @ dtw_mods

Sometimes I feel as though I'm running on ice
Caught in a vice so strong
Kind of get the feeling that I'm running on ice
( Where did my life go wrong? )

7:33pm: 013. 16 March 1981
[Warded to Marauders + Lily]

Know this is short notice, but it's not like I was wondering if you four wanted to come over to Mum's Sunday. Understand if you'd rather not and if you think it's safer not, but I know none of you have anyone else to visi Mum would be thrilled. James and Lily, she thinks you two are heroes, and I think she'd just like the company really. Understand if you're worried about it, though. I mean, we've got her wards all right, but it's not like she can fight if it came to Just thought I'd mention it anyway.

[End Ward]

[Warded Private]

Bloody stupid What if they say Wouldn't have to say anything. Figure even He the Inner Circle's got their mums somewhere they'd rather spend their time with. Should probably cross it o

[End Ward]

Haven't got any problem with green food for St. Patrick's Day, personally. So. Right. Taking a poll: pistachio biscuits or biscuits with green sprinkles?

8:32pm: 012. 2 March 1981
[Warded to Marauders + Lily]

At Mum's. Going to be staying tonight. It's been two years and She's being Mum. Not sure why she still cries for him when she wasn't even married to him any Let me know if anything happens, and I'll get out of come. Especially with the Dark Army, Remus.

[End Ward]

11:59am: 011. 22 February 1981
[Warded to Mr. Dolohov]

Might be late with this, but No cross outs Thought you might like to know you spooked Alice Longbottom last week. Officially too dangerous to trail.

Unofficially, there's bickering. Got told to do it myself on the sly. S Might help or not. Right. Thought you might want to know.

[End Ward]

11:03am: 010. 18 February 1981
[Warded to Marauders + Lily]

Right. Gotta agree with Dung about that name. Didn't think we were really using them, though. Anyway.

How'd it go last night, Remus?

[End Ward]

Think if it's going to be raining this hard all day, I'm staying in. Favorite biscuits, anyone?

2:05pm: 009. 12 February 1981
[Warded to Remus]

All right? Know I wasn't much help last

[End Ward]

[Warded Private]

Hope Nic keeps her mouth shut. She's nice, but you can't know about people. Hate everybody fighting, but James'll get over it. Just hope it's soon.


Had to volunteer for Dolohov, Remus? He's going to be Wasn't going to be any keeping Sirius from going after Snape or Bellatrix, but Remus could've stuck to someone like Wilkes. Knew him from school and all. Makes sense. Would've if Mr. Goyle didn't make as much sense. See him at work anyway.

Don't know about him one way or another. Wouldn't surprise me, though. Half his family and his wife's have been involved, seems like.

And still need something to tell Dolohov, but if I let him know about Alice following him, he's going to be on alert for Remus, too, and pretty sure Remus is still just one of James and Lily's friends to them. Course I'm Not hard to pull Remus' file. Wouldn't surprise me if they'd tried

[End Ward]

6:09am: 008. 10 February 1981
[Warded Private]

Happy bloody birthday to me. Bet somebody had a laugh with that. This one's for Wormtail

No more werewolves and bloody vampires for awhile, then, I guess. A little while. Won't be long, and it'll be big and and might have to Dolohov's not patient. He's not patient. Gotta have something to say soon. Dorcas Well, if you're going to volunteer, it's not like you don't know the ri

[End Ward]

[Warded to Marauders + Lily]

Thanks, everyone! Great birthday!

Well, except for the paper. And the wireless announcement. But, you know, still. Thanks. Never had maple syrup spaghetti sauce before, Sirius. Might be the next big thing.

Think I might've had too much cake, though.

[End Ward]

[Warded to Friends in Hogsmeade]

All right?

[End Ward]

[Warded to the Order]

Right, so, what now?

[End Ward]

12:47pm: 007. 5 February 1981
[Warded Private]

Something we can do inside that isn't taunting Sirius's relatives or making James into a bigger target. It's good. Mad to think it'll do any good, but I'm not sure I'd know what a sane person looked like these days. That bloody heart. Really bloody, I mean. Not just

Pretty sure I'm mad, too. Talking to myself. Wonder who sent Really bad idea to start thinking about that.

[End Ward]

Haven't come up with anything new in a while, and I need a birthday cake. Any suggestions?

10:44pm: 006. 29 January 1981
[Warded and Doubly Hexed Private]

'Sorry, Mr. Dolohov, sir. Just off by two days, sir.'

Least Remus is all ri Going to kill me. No. Too bloody useful. Hopefully. Gotta stay useful. Only hope for - anybody.

Better have pain potions ready.

And Lily Three times is impressive and all, and I mean, of course, it’s impressive, it’s James and Lily they can do any, but it’s not going to stop, and they're just barely recovered. Recovering. No point in asking them He’s going to keep coming, and he’s sneaky. Sooner or later He's going to find a way in, a way around whatever they do, and you can’t hold up forever. Not unless you control the way in like. Lily's a hero, and James is honest and noble and forthright and all that stuff the Sorting Hat talks about, but he doesn't know how not to trust anybody close to him, and he doesn't get the whole point of keeping your enemies close and your friends - however the saying goes. So someone else has to do something. Has to.

[End Ward]

Been baking today.

( Wave Your Wand )

There's about three more of those. Think I got a little carried away. Figure I'll bring most of them to work tomorrow, if anyone's stopping by the Pest Control Board Office.

If Sirius doesn't eat them all, I mean.

11:39pm: 005. 28 January 1981
[Warded Private]

Bloody brilliant.

[End Ward]

7:48am: 004. 27 January 1981
[Warded to Sirius]

Going straight to work from Mum's. Sorry I couldn't help last night. Might be tonight, too, but I'll try to get away. She's still hysterical upset about that broadcast on Wednesday night.

[End Ward]

[Warded Private]

At least it wasn't one of ours named for? I guess Benjy's sister, but not one of ours ours, I mean. Help enough and maybe

Alice was right about that place in Galway being bloody hard to find. Glad I don't get lost. Wonder if they'd hold off till the full moon. Least it wouldn't be us

[End Ward]

[Warded to Mr Dolohov]

First broadcast's tonight. Place is pretty well secure, though. Hard to surprise anyone there. Know where the next one will be, though if there is. Still working on when.

[End Ward]

[Warded to Marauders + Lily]

Anyone wonder if we're just playing into something? I mean Williamson's journal entry - they're expecting something, aren't they?

[End Ward]

10:16pm: 003. 21 January 1981
[Warded to James, Remus and Lily]

Right. Pretty sure this is an emergency situation. Isn't there something we could all do? Figure fighting a manticore would be safer.

Unless he's trying to make himself the bait.



He wouldn It's Sirius. Of course, he would.

[ooc: Added.]

Think he's backed off now. Course he might be yelling at her under wards. Going over to Andromeda's with biscuits. Might try to sneak his journal out if I can.

[End Ward]

12:41am: 002. 7 January 1981
[Warded Private]

If it's a secret, keep it a bloody secret. Not like we can't get in touch with each other without an address. At least Gideon hasn't been making a bloody target of himself. Probably not 'valuable information.' Definitely not looking to give Dolohov an excuse to experiment with new curses on me if it's not worth His time. Not sure he wouldn't anyway

[End Ward]

[Warded to Marauders + Lily]

Still sore, just so you know. Never seen a shopping cart shoot sparks before. At least Harry seemed to enjoy it.

[End Ward]

Thank Merlin for weekends. It'll be a nice change if we do get the snow people have been talking about. Keep people off the the doxies sleeping, for one thing.

9:05pm: 001. 3 January 1981
[ooc: Written early afternoon.]

[Warded to Marauders + Lily]

Good news, Prongs! I've got an inspection at the end of the day. Leaving from there, so I can probably sneak out a bit early. We'll get you an amazing couch, Lily! And candles, I think. I helped Mum shop for her new flat. Not new anymore, I guess.

The rest of you lot are missing out.

[End Ward]

[Warded to the Dark Lord's Inner Circle]

Guess everyone's talking about the Minister's announcement. No one's too happy. Word from above is the spells don't belong with the Order. Some are curious, though. For what it's worth.

Going shopping with James this afternoon. Can't say where, knowing James he'll decide right before we apparate.

[End Ward]

[Warded Private]

Not like he didn't bloody announce it where anybody could see.

[End Ward]

[Warded to James]

Got your potions and everything, right?

[End Ward]